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MY PERSONAL LIFE
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Sometimes it is not what it seems
Because butterflies can be wasps.
So, when your stomach flutters and
your hands shakes and cheeks flush,
it may not be love but pain instead.


THE AUTHOR
Two things on my mind: Dog and Food
A Taurus
Sweet tooth
Sometimes we got to push ourselves because nobody is going to do it for us


My aspirations
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Tuesday, March 31, 2015 || 2:45 PM


Bunion surgery: day 26




After 2 weeks, I'm back for my appointment. The doctor says I'm healing well and it's v straight. He also told me to do some exercises like stretching. He nearly killed me just now by pushing my toe forward and back with extreme force :( 

So the bandages are off, I can use water to clean my feet. But have to use alcohol swabs to clean the operation site. I can wear normal shoes again, according to the doctor. I brought my slippers today. So I'm in my slippers, but still walking weirdly. I guess I have to practice. :( 

I'll try washing my feet when I get back home and do an update. Probably gonna hurt like a bitch. 

Update: when I got home, I realised the wound opened a little? And the doctor say wearing slippers would be fine. The friction between my slipper strap and my skin = blood 



If you notice, it's in the middle. Due to this tiny tear, washing was a little painful. The rest was not pain at all. I washed briefly and didn't want to over do it. I can wash again tomorrow. I got rid of all the dry skin on the surface but there is still some in between my toe. 

The stretching exercise hurts like crazy. I didn't do it that hard, just lightly and it hurts like this! :( 

My dogs ain't a help. They kept sniffing and poking it. I'm so worried :( 


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Sunday, March 29, 2015 || 3:57 PM


Bunion surgery: day 24



My recovery has taken a turn for the worst. My big toe is swollen. I don't know if this is normal. But I'll find out at my next appointment, it's either tomorrow or Tuesday. Hope all is good! 



It's not hindering me when I walk but because its swollen. There is some pain but nothing too much to handle. 

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Friday, March 27, 2015 || 3:53 PM


Review | Maybelline Dream Matte Mousse Foundation


Hi blog buddies

Another review that has been past overdue. This is a product has been in stores for some time. And I was a tad too late to discover this product. You see, my skin condition has all along been oily. But after I started using my medication from Niks', it became more to dry to combi skin. My skin has returned to being oily.  Therefore, I made it my life mission to find a product that can provide me with a matte finish. Especially since Singapore is not the best country to be wearing makeup that isn't matte or sweat proof at least. Singapore has always been humid, and has only two seasons; all time summer and monsoon. 

Back to the review, I couldn't find the product in any of the drug stores anymore. I contacted the customer service center of both stores to enquire about the availability of the product, and sadly the status of the product is currently unavailable . That's where I started searching for alternatives means of purchasing the product; online and going malaysia. 

So, i made a trip to JB (Johor Bahru) and got it for RM 29.90 i think. I can't remember the price exactly, but the exchange rate is pretty good right now. Hence, a perfect time to purchase this product.  


As you can see from the picture above, this is how it looks like when I first opened it. Sadly, the mousse got all messed up from inside the packaging. If not, the mousse will be as smooth as how its depicted in the first picture at the top of this post. 

About this product, I did hear good and bad reviews. Either they love it or hate it, literally. My personal take for this product is great. I am quite in love with this product. It is definitely a product that best suited for combination to oily skin. For dry skin, the foundation will appear patchy and really drying. That is why, when my skin is really dry due to my medication, i always avoid using this product. 

The shades are a little confusing. For the liquid mousse foundation, I'm in the shade natural beige. But for this foundation, my shade is light 4 Nude. That's weird. I tested it out, and natural beige in the dream matte mousse is way too dark for me. 

Break down:
  1. Oil control: It's good for about 4 hours tops. After which, my T-zone tends to get shiny. Of course, staying matte for 4 hours is definitely a god sent in Singapore's humidity.  On good days (where it is not as warm), 4 -5 hours. On bad days, 2-3 hours. For maximum oil control, definitely top it off with a powder to set the foundation. 
  2. Longevity: it lasts till I get home. So, i'll say pretty well. It does rub off when I go to the gym though. Expected, since it's not sweat-proof. But it does a decent job. 
  3. Coverage: Medium to full coverage. It depends on how you apply the product. With your fingers, full coverage. Brush, medium to full (ideal way to apply. just push your brush about 2-3 times and you're good to go). Sponge, light to medium coverage. 
  4. buildability:**note: do not apply too much, or the foundation may look grainy on your skin. 

I do recommend using a mattifying primer for maximum oil control in addition to a powder. When my skin does not have any dry patches, i will use this foundation. If my skin has dry patches, I'll use my Maybelline Fit me Matte + poreless foundation (reviewing soon). 

All in all, this product is great. I give it, 4/5. 

That's all for now, signing off, 
XOXO ♥




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Thursday, March 26, 2015 || 7:34 PM


Review | NYX Simply Irresistible Lip Cream Collection




Credits is in the picture. The picture above does not belong to me! The line consists of simply nude, simply vamp, simply pink and simply red. 

This post is a little overdue since I got the products about more than a month ago. Well, as many of you know, Singapore does not carry much of NYX’s products. The ones you find in Sephora is just mainly standard kinds like the jumbo eye pencils, the concealers etc. 

There are other places you can get NYX products here in Singapore:
  • Smoochiezz - it's a warehouse
  • Carousell
  • http://luvglitzsg.com
  • www.shopping-district.net
Smoochiezz do not carry the new and highly raved about simply irresistible lip cream collection. Okay, so let's get to the review!


I got 3 of them. It's quite hard to get them in Singapore, even here it's so darn popular that it is constantly out of stock. I was super interested in them and I wanted to collect every single shade in the simply nude and vamp. But with time, I lost interest or I’ll say realised not all are wearable for me. You see, my lips are kind of pigmented. The colours do not turn up like the one in the picture above
I was pretty disappointed. Also, since it has been out of stock for a fair bit, i don't want it as much as before. I bought honey and exposed from the simply nude and enamoured from the simply vamp.

The most wearable of the lot I bought is definitely exposed. Honey kind of washes me out, it is not very pigmented on my lips and it makes me look really pale.

In terms of colour or pigmentation of the product, enamoured is pretty pigmented. Exposed is more pigmented than honey and lasts slightly longer.

Creamy or not? Many reviews do say that they are really creamy and moisturising. It's isn’t that creamy and isn’t that drying. Honey feels more drying compared to the other two I got. I wonder why?

Longevity? It's exactly like a lipstick. Comes off when you eat, drink and wipe it off. Of course, you must touch it up if you want the colour to last all day long. Every time I eat, I will wipe my lips. Hygiene purposes, so the colour doesn't last long for me.

Application wise: pretty smooth. The crayon glides on well and it's easy to apply.

The downside of this product is that during shipping, it gets broken easily. The packaging is cute and all and the concept is great but durability is definitely not there. For me, honey broke off during shipping. Thank god, Honey is one of my least favourite since it's not what I expected.

Maybe when I have the money or time, I'll consider getting the rest of the simply nude collection and temptress from the simply vamp.

Swatches! 

That's all for now,
Signing off,
XOXO


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Wednesday, March 25, 2015 || 12:59 PM


Bunion Surgery: Day 20



I have no idea what happened, but since yesterday my toe has been swollen. Even today, it is still swollen. I tried icing it yesterday, but I couldn't feel the coldness on my toe. What!!! It’s that swollen..

My mother has been telling me it’s probably something I ate. Chicken probably? Since I ate KFC and then had tom yum chicken kway teow the day before.. is this really the cause? I hope the swelling goes down, I thought I was recovering well and had this set back. Sigh ****


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Tuesday, March 24, 2015 || 2:23 PM


Exam Results


Semester 2014/2015 Exam Results are Here! 



Hi blog buddies, 

The day has arrived. The day that I received my exam results. The day you realized that you either studied hard enough or did not study hard enough. The day where you believe if god is real, just kidding; no religious jokes here. 

I studied pretty hard, i'll say. I didn't even sleep much during the examination period. Exams are always tough and time consuming. Well, all my efforts wasn't in vain. 

The grading system goes like this: 
Distinctions are awarded by the assessment board 
>80% - A
Between 75% & 80% - B+
70% - <75% - B
65% - <70% - 

So, what did I get? I got 2 distinctions (essentials of financial services & Business Law), 2 As (international business and personal financial planning and life insurance) and 2 B+ (consumer banking and alternative investments and hedge funds). 

Okay, I know my alternative investments paper will definitely not get an A since I forgot so many important points but my consumer banking! *sigh* I studied so hard for that!! 

I'll say I did better than expected but the modules that I expected to get an A for consumer banking, i got a B+ instead. How depressing, after studying so hard and understanding the module soooooooo well. I did my best, I guessed I must have made some careless mistakes here and there. Last semester, I did not do too well. My Grade Point Average (GPA) dropped from 3.83 to a 3.80. All thanks to someone!! This is my cumulative GPA. Thanks to an improvement this semester, my GPA rose by 0.1. *laughs* 

The story is that an annoying little girl promised to teach me how the method goes. I was not feeling well on that particular day that the lecture was conducted. She kept telling me to follow the formula. Well, there isn't a damn formula. Every case has a different way of interpreting. All i wanted to know is why and how? She definitely screwed me over. Learning from my mistakes, I never ever asked her anything important or listen to her advice. The last time she told me not to study something, it came out. (kind of my fault for that). Also, she is one person that is ever so competitive. She cries when something goes wrong. I have some words to describe her, they would probably be, "cry-baby", "not-human", "competitive" and "immature". 

I had lots of trouble with competitive people in the course of my studies. Next story is about a Boy, so let's call him Mr. B shall we? Mr. B is always very competitive and he loves to laugh at others down fall. He acts all kind, friendly but deep down everybody knows his intentions. After one particular paper, we were talking about the paper. Duh, like all students do after exams. I misread the question and used the wrong method to calculate the price, he literally laughed in my face. Wow, what a way to be discreet about it. How do I deal with him? I just brush it off, my dad always say "what goes around, comes around". So, he will get his retribution.

*side note: Happy birthday Naseha!!  

Okay that's all for now, 
xoxo signing off







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Sunday, March 22, 2015 || 5:57 PM


Bunion surgery day 17:


Okay, I am definitely not too sure what day has it been since I did my surgery. Right now, still numbness in my toe. I'm able to wiggle my toe a tiny weeny bit. Once in a while, it does hurt but nothing to excruciating. I'm doing pretty well. I'm still finishing my course of anti-inflammatories. I've stop the pain killers and will only take them when I need them really badly. My next appointment is on March the 30th. Still had to keep my bandages dry, I can't wait to wash my feet =(

Just for your information, i wrapped my feet in a plastic bag and used a towel to wrap around my ankle and the shin area to prevent water from seeping into the plastic bag. I have a chair in my shower area and my leg will rest on top of the toilet seat cover. Tough life, I know!

Lately, I also have sleeping issues. Insomnia again? Sigh, what's up again? I spent the entire night tossing and turning. I hate that every once in a while, I will get this.

Last Thursday, I actually went out with my sister to watch Insurgent in the theatres. Well, let's talk more about the inconsiderate Singaporeans shall we? *pfft

Taking public transport was not at all ideal, I should have taken a cab or something. It was easy to get on the bus but really tough to get down. I believe I did strain my leg when I was stepping down. I actually do not really need the help of my crutches, but I just decide to take one. You know, Just in case I may need it later.

Train: Everyone did not care that I was injured and using crutches. The priority (reserved) seats were full and the ones with elderly, I do not expect them to give up their seats. But those which were occupied by healthy young adults, teens and adults? All they do is stare as usual. I bet they expect me to stand right in front of them and stare at them until they offer their seat to me. Even if the priority seats are taken, not necessarily that seat should be given up to me but the normal seats could have been offered as well. Well, you know the inconsiderate people. Not just Singaporeans, the PRC as well. We know you are tired from work but I clearly need the seat more than you do. Its common sense right?

On the way to Nex, I'm glad a young student did offer her seat to me. She was seated in the middle. On the way back home, nobody gave their seat up and the train was not that crowded that they couldn't have seen me. I was standing up the entire journey back home. Gee, that made me a little irritated and pissed.

Side story: Insurgent was great. Though it's really different from the book, and I wasted my time reading the book? Well, I don't really like to read books. I'm the complete opposite of my sister. HA!

Signing off, 
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo 

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Monday, March 16, 2015 || 10:32 PM


Bunion surgery day 10:



Okay I am back at the medical clinic for another follow up check up. Just had my dressing changed. This time it didn't hurt as much, the nurse did the cleaning etc. She is definitely has a much gentler touch? If you get what I mean. 


This is how it's healing up. Two incisions as you can see. I still have bruises and numbness in my big toe. 

Next follow up appointment in March the 30th, I'll check back then. Current mobility, able to walk slowly about with the boot and crutch. Without the crutch is also possible :) 

I'll be able to wear Normal shoes soon ♥ yay!!! 


Aside from my follow up, let's talk about my day shall we? So after the follow up, we decided to catch Cinderella at i12 Katong. Well, it's the first time I'm on my feet for a very long time. 

And you know what I learnt? Singaporeans are not as considerate as i thought them to be. Aren't they humans? Don't they have compassion or even the slightest courtesy? All they do is stare, yes I'm using crutches and walking really slowly. They walk in my path and the children?! The parents don't even tell their children to be cautious or watch out. 

All these kids, they don't even know how to act around an injured being? Rushing and running pass me. So many times, they nearly stepped on my feet. Yes, many of you will tell me that they are just kids and they know nothing. Well, what about those kids with their parents right by their side? I'm sure their parents know better but they simply don't give a fuck. If Singaporeans are this way, why should I show them even an ounce courtesy and kindness. I realised that I always give up my seat to the elderly and give way to people, always saying please and thank you like my parents taught me. 

Cinderella is a movie blockbuster that is hell of a popular among the children. So it's expected that there will be kids running up and down etc. The cherry on top of my day is a particular mother and her baby. The baby was crying really loudly, she could take her baby out to coax her but no! She had to use her iPad or whatever device she had to play Fucking kiddy videos with kiddy music during the movie. God woman. Take your child out of the movie theatre and don't bother the rest of the people who wants to enjoy it. Yes I know that you would love to watch the movie as well but can't you be considerate? Get a nanny to babysit or your parents or at least someone if you want to enjoy the movie with the burden of taking care of your kid. 






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Thursday, March 12, 2015 || 1:22 PM


Bunion Surgery day 7:


Okay, I admit that I'm having trouble of keeping up with the number of days. I'll say i'm healing pretty quickly. The only issue is probably the stretching of skin as I have mentioned earlier. I think I can walk without both crutches but at a really slow pace. By tomorrow, I should be able to walk properly I suppose.

Oh, i forgot to mention that I am still wearing the boot. The itch of the bandage is really killing me. I definitely the type of person who needs a shower every day! But because of this, I do need the help of my sister to get a shower. Showering is tiring when you are in such a state, plus my sister has other things to do as well. I feel like such a burden =(

On the bright side, i'm healing pretty well.


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Wednesday, March 11, 2015 || 9:56 PM


Bunion surgery day 6:


Pain as reduced tremendously. Only issues are that the bandages are causing me to itch and also Everytime I walk, I would feel the wound stretching. Big toe is still numb as fuck!


I am able to use one crutch instead of both. More mobility than before.

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Monday, March 9, 2015 || 2:44 PM


Bunion surgery day 4:



Today is time to change my dressing. Finally my feet will be able to breathe for awhile. I believed my big toe is numb due to how tight the bandages are wrapped but at the moment, my big toe is still numb. 

The doctor showed no mercy. Squeezing my toes and pulling them like crazy. I am in so much more pain than before. He made me walk up and down with the crutches. :( I am so exhausted. 


As you can see, my big toe and second toe are far apart. And he just had to squeeze it tgt, and pull them :( the pain was far worse than getting a tattoo, I swear. 


Even when he was cleaning it, taking off the bandages and changing the gauze, I was in so much pain :(


You can see my bruises here and there. The doctor said he will get worse over the next few days. 


you can see my feet is wrapped in a flexible bandage and am wearing a boot. I guess I can walk up and down alr with the aid of crutches properly. I just hope the pain doesn't come back. The pain is like the skin is stretching and pulling the wound apart. :( I wanna die 

I am now sent to get an X-ray done and to go back & doctor will see if it's all good! 




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Sunday, March 8, 2015 || 9:33 PM


Bunion surgery day 3:


The pain level has definitely increased. What's the use of pain killers if it doesn't eliminate the pain? My big toe is still numb.

I finally was able to have a good shower thanks to my little sister's help. I can totally feel the strain and the stretching of my non-visible phone. It's amazing how you can get pins and needles when your feet is all wrapped up in the bandage. 

Also, constant throbbing. Tomorrow is my appointment to change my dressing. I hope my feet wouldn't look bad but I believe it will look swollen etc. But at least, it will finally be able to breathe for a moment or two?? 

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Saturday, March 7, 2015 || 8:06 PM


Bunion surgery day 2:



Hi there of buddies, 

Day 2 and I'm experiencing a little more pain as compared to the day before. Walking in crutches is hell of a difficult and tiring. I woke up at about 8.30 in the morning, took my antibiotics and grabbed a piece of bread to eat before taking my pain killers and anti-inflammatory. 

Spent the whole day on my bed and watching all the lousy shows to pass time. I mean I am bored to death and I want to leave the house or play with my Luka and sasha. 

More details about my foot, I couldn't apply put pressure on it like how the physiotherapist taught me to walk (with crutches). I feel the strain and the aching kind of sensation. That's why I was hopping around the house like a bunny!! Also, my big toe is still numb the entire time. Yes yes, I squeeze my toes to find out where the numbness is from. 

I'll update again tomorrow! 

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Friday, March 6, 2015 || 1:26 PM


Bunion surgery day 1:






Hi there blog buddies, 

As the title says, bunions. I am not the kind of girl who wears heels all the time or at all. I kind of got it from my grandmother whom I have never met (paternal side). Well, thank you grand mother. It's hereditary, sigh! 

Naturally, I knew I had broad feet. I didnt know much about bunions till recently when the left feet got worst. When I go running, my toes were either aching or in pain, as though I sprained it. My favourite rosheruns has a hole thanks to the bunion :( 

First and foremost, Singapore's govt hospitals are hell of a inefficient. Of course, everyone wants cheap and quality healthcare. My first attempt was getting a referral to changi general hospital and get my op done there. Well let's see what happened? My appointment was 10.30am and I finally got to see a doctor at around 2-3pm, what's worst?! My file was passed around the doctors, making me have to wait yet again. The doctor I saw at the hospital, didn't think that my case was that bad. After seeing the X-ray, this is what he said, "wow, actually quite bad. About 40 degrees!" And when my mother starting asking questions, he gave her a weird look. Totally not professional and he didn't even want me to do the surgery. He scheduled me to come back the month after for a follow up, and then talk about surgery at a later timing. 

Thankfully, I am having my holidays right now and school will be starting on April the 20th. I want to make good use of this time to recover and get my feet as good as new. That's when I was more driven to search for other alternatives, private ones of course. 

After numerous hours of research, gleneagles is what I arrived at. My problems didn't stop there. Private clinics always have higher chargers, I mean way higher. At cgh, I was looking at about 6000 sgd for surgery. at gleneagles, almost 15,000 +++ (estimated cost) and you are only allowed to use 1,850 of your medisave to pay for this surgery. (Different surgeries have different maximum cap set by cpf board) 

I'll say at gleneagles, the waiting time is relatively shorter but getting a x-Ray did longer than expected; about an hour or so. Consultation fees were 120 and the X-ray itself was 180. Other than the price differences, I get to keep my X-rays. My only beef with the clinic was that the receptionist had very poor English and it was difficult to comprehend what she was saying. I had to make two trips down because the first doctor I saw will not be the one conducting the surgery. 

The clinic isn't v accessible to begin with and car park charges are so expensive. The great thing about private clinic or hospitals is that it save a hell lot of time. I visited the doctor on Monday or Tuesday and I could schedule for surgery on Friday.

My surgery was scheduled at 9am but I had to be there 2 hours in advance for admission and some preparations etc. We were so early, so had to kill some time watching television (lame channels). 

45 mins before the scheduled time, I was wheeled into the operating theatre waiting area. Mommy could accompany till I was ready to go in to the operating theatre for surgery. 

The anaesthetist told me I had small veins and it's gonna take awhile. First they numbed my vein and insert the drip. The anaesthesia was done through the drip. When it was time, she placed it in and told me to breathe into the mask. Since I had small veins, she told me that I will feel a burning sensation. I remember feeling it and after 3-4 breaths through the mask, I was knocked out. 

Before I knew it, I was awake. Trying my best to open my eyes and focus. It took awhile but I was officially sober at 12.30pm. I was only discharged at 4. In the meanwhile, there were constant checks and blood pressure measurements. 


After the drip finished, this is what happened. The nurses reassured me that it was normal. It's kind of uncomfortable and annoying at the same time but one thing's for sure,  I ain't afraid of blood. 


I was given crutches and a physiotherapist to teach me how to get about using crutches. Its tough okay, I am suffering walking to and fro to the washroom at home.

Not forgetting the souvenir they gave me, they have me my bone back? The one that was cutted off.



As of 8.10pm, I am still feeling numbness in my leg and stiffness in my foot. No pain, slight throbbing. According to my research, after it wears off, many people experienced excruciating pain. I hope and pray I wouldn't be like that! 

Signing off ~ 





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